So I have a date when the expanders come out, and the foobs go in….April 18th!
Oh boy am I looking forward to that date.
The longer it takes….the more fills I have…the more uncomfortable the ‘rocks’ in my chest become.
I even have a ‘spare tire’ under my ‘what would be boobs’, as the expanders seem to have moved higher in my chest and the skin beneath has gotten ‘flabby’.
I took a pic of it the other day when I noticed that at breakfast time.
My hubby and daughter where totally taken aback
grossed out at why I would do such a thing, (just for clarity, I was wearing a tee) but what the heck, I told them I want to remember these things…..LOL
I think it’s so weird how this whole thing plays out, and don’t want to miss anything.
I hope that one day, people will visit my site and realize that after mastectomy, although things seem gross, disturbing and freaky at first, they do get better…..that’s assuming they DO get better! I’m not quite at the ‘better’ stage yet.
So here is my freaky spare tire ‘boobs’…..and yup, it is kinda gross, but it will be gone by the time I get my new ‘foobs’ in place.